Fresh Starts

Once a year on December 31st we are allowed to put the past year behind us and celebrate a new one, a new beginning. Why is it that on that particular day we have the ability to forget our past regrets and mistakes and start fresh? We make resolutions that are pertainant to improving things about ourselves that perhaps in the past year we have not done so well at upkeeping. But who is to say that we only get one chance a year to do that? Why can't we, on any given day, decide to start fresh and be the better version of ourselves? Why is it that on January 1st we are on our very best behaviours, and as the year goes on we are almost expected to fall into a downwards slope? We should be able to do this at any point of the year, a day where we come to a realization that things aren't going so well and its time to step it up a notch, so we do, and people don't question it. Or maybe if we stopped and took time for ourselves once a day we wouldn't need to regret or forget a whole year, but rather be happy with who we are every morning. And every morning we are able to say, "Yeah, you know what, things are going to be okay". Because things are okay and we don't need one night to feel like we have a fresh start, every morning is our fresh start, and every day a new beginning.

~~xoxo~~

Never in my life have I felt so worth while, like someone is there counting on me, and who I can count on, trusting me as much as I trust them. Making me smile no matter how down on myself I feel.

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."
--Janos Arnay

No matter what happens today I know that one day I will be with you and you will accept me for who I am, flaws and all. Know that regardless of how tough things are with you being so far away, you will be in my heart and no one else is that close to me. It may seem like forever until we will truely be together, but all the good things in life require struggles and I will never give up on that opportunity.

Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

I know that it's hard to put feelings into words, but silence is enough for me. Silence with you is like a thousands words with anyone else. Your eyes tell me everything I need to know, everything Id ever want to hear is there in your gaze.

I may not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms every night. But deep in my heart i know, that when we're apart our love will grow.

Missing you gets easier everyday because even though I am one day further from the last time I saw you, I am one day closer to the next time I will.

Thank you for being my inspiration, my hope, my dreams and my strength

Follow your Dreams

Ever have that feeling that everything you've worked so hard for in life all suddenly seems meaningless? Like that for the past however many years you've had this vision of what you want your life to be like, and one day you realize that that's not even what you really want...That everything you have been so worried and stressed about you've been doing to make someone else happy...Don't let that happen. Live for yourself, don't be selfish or vain, but let your ultimate life decisions be the path towards YOUR happiness. Don't let a moment go by without taking care of yourself because in the end, you are the only sure thing that is guarenteed to be there.